My Dream is of You

Thinking about you a lot
Has brought tears to my eyes
Why I think so much about you
I know in my heart I still love you

There’s a pain deep inside
The day I told you to leave me be
And after awhile
You acknowledge it so

I cannot change the past
Nor would I ever
As moments played out
The way they are meant

I cannot change your mind
To want me more
Than the life you lead
At present

But I would at least like you to know
That I still love you
That I think of you almost everyday
That I feel lost without

I let you go, so I could move on
Try to distance you from my heart
Try to forget the pain
That came when you did not choose me

I could be selfless to be with you
But I want my dreams to come true
And of course
My dream is of you...

[Dedicated to SP]